what I needed...

Listen.
Believe that you are loved.
Believe that you are a prize.
A treasure.
Believe that you are worth fighting for.
Christ died for you while you were yet a sinner,
and because of that sacrifice, He has bestowed a worth on you, that you could have never
given yourself. Until another man sees you as worth sacrificing for, don’t give him an inch.
To love is to sacrifice.
To truly love is to give all.
And until there is a promise in place, to share all of your life with another,
I would argue, No real exchange of love can commence.

from:http://agirlikeme.com/2012/10/03/cool-your-jets-and-embrace-your-role/

Mhmmm

".. At the end of the day, when it comes down to it, all we really want is to be close to somebody. So this thing, where we all keep our distance and pretend not to care about each other, is usually a load of bull. So we pick and choose who we want to remain close to, and once we've chosen those people, we tend to stick close by. No matter how much we hurt them, the people that are still with you at the end of the day - those are the ones worth keeping. And sure, sometimes close can be too close. But sometimes, that invasion of personal space, it can be exactly what you need. "

Shoot the dog

I'm burnt out. Shoot the dog. How did that even happen? I feel like I'm failing all my classes and while I am not failing them, getting Bs and Cs is unacceptable....at least Cs aren't acceptable. I feel like I'm falling apart. Seriously, I am so emotional allll the time. I just need to get through my one midterm tomorrow and then I'll have the weekend off. And I'm not going to think about all the homework and crazy shenanigans I have to do when I come back to. I'm just going to enjoy life and enjoy San Francisco.
Life is about the journey and not the end.