I am so tired. I feel like they are trying to kill us by overwhelming us with pointless things and lack of sleep. I go to sleep, wake up and feel like I haven't slept at all.
Despite how frustrated and tired I am, deep down I know that this is still the place I am meant to be. It's weird how I can be so distraught over things but within the feelings of distraught I feel at peace. Which is obviously God.
I didn't get into French 101 like I wanted so I am taking Spanish this semester still. But yet I feel like that has to be God's plan because other it would have worked out.
The biggest thing I've relearned is everyone has some kind of struggle or is struggle. Even if someone's struggle doesn't seem "that bad" compared to others; it doesn't matter. Because that struggle has defined who they are.
Man. Life has gotten real here.
I just have a lot of thoughts going on that I feel like it would take hours of talking to get it all out. I just want to sit down and talk to someone about it but I don't really have any one here yet that I can do that with because I've only known them less then a week. That being said...
I'm really curious as to what God has planned for me this year.
AHHH I just want to sit down and have coffee with you and talk about everything! everything~damn it. It's so hard to not just call you~maybe we can set up a Skype time just so we can talk~you are on my heart and the kids have been asking for you~feel loved, you are~I totally support you~you are so brave~luv it ;)
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